What is the meaning of life when you know it is so fleeting? Is it worth it to love when you know it will always end? What would you do, to save yourself? To live?
They’ve loved each other in a thousand lifetimes. They’ve killed each other in every one.
Evelyn (Eve-lynn) has never lived past the age of eighteen, though she’s lived hundreds of lifetimes. Always on or before her birthday, her ethereal rival, Arden, finds her and kills her, ending both of their current lifetimes. Moments later, they reincarnate in other bodies, in another part of the world. It happens again and again and it hurts every time. With only fuzzy memories of her many pasts, Evelyn wants, finally, to understand why Arden is so determined to kill her in every lifetime so she can finally put an end to it and just once, grow up.
Arden has gotten very good at disguising themselves, so Evelyn studies every face, every glance, every person near her age she can in hopes to find them before it’s too late. And this time? She’s determined to beg at least a few more days. Her beloved sister is dying – she needs a bone marrow transplant from Evelyn, who is her only match. She may have lived a thousand lifetimes, but she’s loved her family in every one, and she won’t let her die. She’s the only one who can save her.
This story is layered in complexity and meaning and has such a compelling premise. A tagline this good makes you want to find out more, and its design keeps you turning pages. We get to experience the few memories Evelyn has of her past lives, the pieces she’s sorting through to find clues as to Arden’s motivations to kill her, no matter what. Even in lifetimes they’ve been desperately in love, Arden will not let her live past their birthday. The contrast between the intrinsic love and the violence of murder is fascinating. As far as they know, Evelyn and Arden are the only ones in such a situation, reincarnating and remembering their past lives. It is just the two of them, in all their infinite fates.
Our Infinite Fates has been compared to The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by VE Schwab, one of my favorites, and I would agree. Both novels have the mercurial factor of an outside, unknown force just beyond their understanding pulling invisible strings. They’re both written by very skilled authors. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to weave a tale this intricate and vast. And both have endings that are just *chef’s kiss*
Absolutely five stars from me. Though I was gifted the audiobook (the narrator was amazing), I’ve preordered the hardcover as well because I’ll be reading this again, no question!
Note:: I received an early copy of this book from the publisher through netgalley in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
Details
Title:: Our Infinite Fates
Author:: Laura Steven
Genre:: Fantasy
Publisher:: Wednesday Books
Length:: 352 pages
Audio Length:: 11h 12m
Audiobook Narrator:: Sofia Oxenham
Audiobook Publisher:: Macmillan Audio
Published:: March 4th, 2025
The Litertarian Rating:: 5-Stars
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